When I found out I was pregnant my husband and I were only just trying to work through our issues. After spending almost a year apart we had decided it was time to give things another go, or at least that’s what I thought was happening. We spend the day together laughing and reminiscing of old times, everything seemed to be going on track. I never heard from him after that day, only when I told him there was something I had to share. Once I told him of the news I could see it in his face that he wasn’t going to have this baby with me. He had begged me for weeks not “to do this too HIM”! but I had already known from the moment I found out… I was in love with this unborn child and was going to do this no matter what anyone had to say.
I already have another child to another man, who has had nothing to do with her. My husband has told me over and over through text messages that he will not have anything to do with this child either. it upsets me because when we were together he had always told me that his children would come first no matter the situation, I guess someone can change their mind after all. I know the road ahead will be hard and frustrating at times, but I take it as though im giving someone a chance at life! after all my little one cant stand up for him/her self yet but I know that given my situation, I wouldn’t be able to handle having to not go through the pregnancy. My only hope now is that my children will be happy with the choices I’ve made and I wish them all the best for their future. They may not have their fathers but they will always have one loving, giving, strong mummy.